I pretend like I don’t want to fuck you.
And the withholding tastes
like an overripe banana.
Are you tempted at all?
Ruled by the seminal classic,
daddy issues, laced tight
with lingering catholicism.
Dialoguing with shame every time
I press myself into someone new.
If I get close enough to you,
can I eat your thoughts?
Mine are tired tales, trancelike,
spineless, chewed-up fingernails.
Not the graceful hands
I’d like to trace you with.